Tuesday, November 23, 2004

DONE!

Pooch Cafe'
Non Sequitur
Kim Jong Il's Live Journal
Music: Ash - Sometimes

Finally got that stupid music paper written! 8 pages long, baby! Finished it up this morning with an hour go to before it's due. Not too shabby, considering I ended up with 6 out of 7 sources somehow...had to go find another one this morning.

Went to work last night to have Grant look at my computer. I decided it's just best to reformat it, so I've been burning songs, pictures, and Word documents onto CDs to back them up. Not sure when I'll actually reformat. The idea scares me a little. Losing everything, starting from scratch, having to re-download all my programs...Oh well. Computer needs a break. Oh...favorites...how do I save those from Mozilla Firefox?? Better figure that one out, too. Or just write down all my links, but man, what a pain...I'll be putting my new keyboard in it on Friday when I go home for the holiday weekend, because not having any Control keys is killing me. And the fact that one keeps falling off is just not good. There's no savin' it.

Also, going through all my old Word docs, I found a few old saved conversations from Kyle and me. I re-read them, and I can pinpoint the exact moment that our relationship fell to shit. So weird. It was a little over a year ago, almost a month into school. Kinda sad. I really don't know why I seem to be obsessing over this. I guess I've just never had an ex boyfriend hate me or think so poorly of me. I don't like it. I tried to salvage something a couple weeks ago, but got no response from him. So I just don't know, and I guess I should just get rid of all that stuff and move on. Apparently nothing is changing.

As I was coming home last night there was a lady in a minivan pulled off the road onto the shoulder. She was just getting into her car, so I moved over into the other lane, which just so happened to have a deer. A deer that was just hit by her, as the poor animal was laying on the ground, still alive, trying to move and gasping for air. I almost hit it, but was able to go around it. I almost cried. It was one of the saddest things I've ever seen.

I really really really really need to clean my apartment. I think I will do that either today before work or tomorrow after Biology, since it's my only class and I don't work tomorrow. We'll see.

3 comments:

Ryon said...

I am sorry to hear about the deer experience. That has got to suck hard. About your ex, I went through a similar experience a few weeks back. Anyway, I knew that I hurt some of my former girlfriends pretty bad (I am no longer an ass now), so I contacted them any way I could find and told them I was sorry and asked them to at least return the email/call/letter and just let me know that they forgave me and I would never contact them again either way. All of three of them did and now I feel alot better. In fact, I now have a small friendship with one. Maybe you could try that. Who knows? Now, if this is someone you want back then I have a great song you could send them. Let me know...

Ryon said...

Damn, forgot the song for the day: "Give Judy My Notice" by Ben Folds! Good stuff, very good stuff.

jazz said...

Oh dear, you must be all frustrated with the essay and the computer troubleshootings. Hang in there ok!

By the way, what is your major in college?